Who were the entertainment heroes of our youth? In Western culture, so much of our individual identity revolves around the artists we enjoyed growing up. They became part of the immortality that almost every child/teenager innately feels; the soundtrack to our lives. Musicians, singers, actors are larger than life, and when they start to die, it's one of the many ways we are confronted with our own mortality. And it can be scary.
Yeah, I think that a lot of this is just part of a generational experience of growing up. You watch your heroes succumb to mortality just like everyone else. You watch your parents grow old, frail, maybe ill, and pass away. Your own body begins to wear out some, all while your kids are growing up.
And yeah, it's scary. But it's also...just the way of things.
I was watching Mark Hamill speak at Carrie Fisher's Walk of Fame star dedication. People mentioned he has lost weight... I hope in a healthy way. Mark (and his daughter and wife) were just on the recent Bert Kreischer's webcast talking about their upcoming movie "The Machine." I noticed in BOTH instances that Mark has a more obvious pause in his speech... he's stopping mid sentence to take a breath, like there's a subtle respiratory issue. I believe he was a smoker at one point so I am hoping that he is not starting to have pulmonary issues.
When Carrie passed, I felt it... a little. When Mark and Harrison pass, I will feel it... a lot.
It's strange. I think a lot of us, especially as fans of certain movies, have spent our time watching and re-watching those movies over and over and over again. They're lots of fun to revisit, but while we're doing that, the actors are aging while their screen presences (for many of us) are not. Indiana Jones is perpetually 37 years old if you rewatch Raiders a ton of times. But Harrison Ford is 80. And there's no getting around that no matter how you digitally rejuvenate him or double him or whatever. I see him in interviews, and I think to myself "Wow. That guy's in great shape for 80. But also...he's
very clearly 80." His speech patterns, his movements, it reminds me of interviews you'd see with Paul Newman in his later years.
It kind of makes me wonder if film and home media perpetuate this...sense of clinging to the past for dear life, because they offer us such an easy way to dive into that past and immerse yourself in it for at least 2 hours.
I've been doing a re-watch of Babylon 5 lately, and it's great. It's also very, very 90s and even aside from the f/x and production design and acting styles, there are little things that pop up like...people in the 23rd century getting
copies of newspapers which just scream
"90s"!! Meanwhile, print media is withering away in our world. But at the same time, I can immerse myself in that "feel" of the 1990s if I want to, and I've got over 4500 hours of it that I can just bask in if I want to.
But outside, the world continues to spin and time marches on, and my beard gets a little greyer each day as my daughter gets a little taller.
A lot of people get funny about their "heroes" when they find out they're just people like everyone else. I can remember a lot of friends who stopped listening to Elton John's music when the first rumors about his sexuality began circulating back in the mid-70s. "Wait, he's gay??? Oh my God, now I have to burn all of his albums and find someone else to listen to." Why? I never understood that.
On the one hand, I think it's fine to enjoy art for its own sake, independent of the creators or actors or whathaveyou. At the same time, when someone is a genuinely reprehensible person, I think it's understandable that someone might be conflicted about enjoying their art if the act of enjoyment is also going to line that reprehensible person's pockets.
Ultimately, that determination of "This person is reprehensible and I don't want to contribute to their livelihood" is down to each individual audience member, but I think it's a reasonable thing to do in the abstract.