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Thanks for your kind support and very thoughtful and sincere words to me. 2 weeks after, I talked with my wife last night. For more than 2 hours. I almost being a listener. Though I have many issues to review and correct myself, we've come to conclusion to gain the next step. I will stay home alone and do whatever I need to do on my own here while my wife stays in my daughter's new apartment to help initial setup for a few months.
And here’s another thing to disturb my mind. They found a small polyp in her stomach at the annual physical exam of her company. The re-exam is set for September 17.
I can do nothing. Just pray it's not a serious one.
Please, please, my friends. Pray for her.
I don't want her hurting anymore anyway.
 
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Katsu-san & family...have faith and stay strong
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Life can be quite resilient. I pray your wife will have better health
 
Sorry to hear you going through so much

Hopefully things work out in the end for you and your wife
Will also be praying for your daughter's health
 
Thank you so much, my friends. Still, your mindful support is the only thing that gets me strength. For now, I'm going to get my mind together and do whatever I can for her, and for my family.
Yes, it’s no time to be depressed.

Again, thank you very much, my friends,
katsu

I wonder if some of it is also "empty nest" syndrome. That can put more stress on things

At any rate, good luck in working it out
 
Thank you for the pic, Michael-san.
You made it for me when I finished planet Explorer in 2015. You composited it with my family visiting the Yokota Air Base on the day of its opening to the public. 7 years ago. That was a good day. Yes, I wish I could have a day like that again soon.

Analyzer-san,
You may be right. I thought my children are not my possession therefore, I knew they will take off from the nest someday. When my daughter Miki told me she move to a distant city for her work almost 8 years ago, I agreed and waved her goodbye. It was so lonely but I hid it for her. Now, it's Yuki and my wife. When I knew she is leaving, she already prepared everything. I knew she should move someday but that was coming so suddenly. It's so sad and lonely that I would never listen to the sound she is working upstairs anymore. So many things are happening one after other these years. Is this what they call aging?
 
Thank you for the pic, Michael-san.
You made it for me when I finished planet Explorer in 2015. You composited it with my family visiting the Yokota Air Base on the day of its opening to the public. 7 years ago. That was a good day. Yes, I wish I could have a day like that again soon.

Analyzer-san,
You may be right. I thought my children are not my possession therefore, I knew they will take off from the nest someday. When my daughter Miki told me she move to a distant city for her work almost 8 years ago, I agreed and waved her goodbye. It was so lonely but I hid it for her. Now, it's Yuki and my wife. When I knew she is leaving, she already prepared everything. I knew she should move someday but that was coming so suddenly. It's so sad and lonely that I would never listen to the sound she is working upstairs anymore. So many things are happening one after other these years. Is this what they call aging?
Just the normal movements of life Katsu-san:notworthy::notworthy: Years are flying by and, while you know that your children will lead independent lives, it's still an adaptation when that moment arrives. Your family nucleus forms another and another; as your daughters will do in their own time.

"Those who can laugh while hiding their tears can dance with dragons"

I don't hide my tears when I'm sad nor hide my laughter when joyful; to do so is much more difficult to deal with when life throws challenges at you;) It's alright to show vulnerability during those moments:)
 
Just the normal movements of life Katsu-san:notworthy::notworthy: Years are flying by and, while you know that your children will lead independent lives, it's still an adaptation when that moment arrives. Your family nucleus forms another and another; as your daughters will do in their own time.

"Those who can laugh while hiding their tears can dance with dragons"

I don't hide my tears when I'm sad nor hide my laughter when joyful; to do so is much more difficult to deal with when life throws challenges at you;) It's alright to show vulnerability during those moments:)
Years ago, when I faced the first separation from my daughter, I was younger and stronger than today. No, I thought I should be strong. Yes, joberg-san, I don't need to be strong anymore, don't I?
 
I can sympathize, all though not quite as hard yet as it will be in a few years

My daughter had her first day of high school yesterday (10th grade here)

It will only be a few more years before she is off to college
 
I can sympathize, all though not quite as hard yet as it will be in a few years

My daughter had her first day of high school yesterday (10th grade here)

It will only be a few more years before she is off to college

It will be so hard to accept that you have to let her leave you someday. Especially, the one so special to you. For now, just enjoy the usual life with her. Wishing it will be healthy and happy and many wonderful things are waiting for her at the high school.
 
I can sympathize, all though not quite as hard yet as it will be in a few years

My daughter had her first day of high school yesterday (10th grade here)

It will only be a few more years before she is off to college
I remember my first day of 10th grade, which was my 2nd year of high school, yet I was still super nervous......and that was 25 years ago....cries.......
 
Katsu-san, it's good to hear from you, and thank you for the good news update.
Here's to more good news to come :notworthy:
Thank you, George -san,
I owe you all so much.
These days were a bit hard days. So, I've been working on some house repairs and taking care of the little garden. Scraping the old paint and repainting the little pool. That was good for doing something I don't have to focus on. It makes me forget that I am worried about the things I can't control.
Yesterday's call from my wife that she will be OK, I was relieved. My wife and cat are doing fine in my daughter's new apartment since last Saturday. That's good news to me.
I want to get back to my model building right after those repair things.

katsu
 
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