I can finally say that I get SOME of the hate for this film & the reason behind it.
First off, again, I loved this film, for very personal reasons, which I may explain in a bit. I loved what Luke was teaching about the Force, in that it is neither good nor bad, but instead just what binds the good & bad together. The Jedi & their dogmatic view of the Light being the right, was exactly what brought the Order down. Luke, free to study the Force on his own, has discovered the true nature of the Force & that's what he needs to pass on.
Here's where I GOT the hate fans feel... Several months ago, I received the last Darth Maul comic series for a gift, & being pumped up on SW ATM, I decided to read it last night.
Mild Spoiler here...
As he was fighting the Jedi Padawan, taunting her with the Dark Side, & her responding with the Light Side...I absolutely DID NOT CARE in the least, because of where we are in SW right now, I see the conflict as petty & ultimately, wrong on both sides. Then I had the realization... Good luck with enjoying any Jedi based stories from here on out, & I wondered, did the TLJ just ruin SW for me?
I have to say, it may have tainted my view a bit, but since I like where I think it's headed, I'm ok with that. I've grown, the story's grown, I'm good... But I get how some may not be. I've accepted the balance. Which brings me to my personal feelings for this film.
As I've shared, I'm less than 50, & despite my best efforts, I've found myself disabled.i have issues with mobility, dexterity, & vision. This all hit me as my kids were finishing high school & heading off to college & the Marine Corps. I was a fairly good musician, & usually kept the road hot each weekend traveling with my kids & friends. Then in a little over six months, I could no longer drive, I could barely read, I had to quit my job of 16 years, I could barely hold an instrument, & my kids were going into a phase of life where they didn't 'need'me in a daily basis... Basically, everything I thought I was for the past twenty years were almost gone, & it sucked. Not telling this for sympathy, just setting the stage.
When who I was, was gone,I had to figure out who I am. I felt I had become someone that has spent a life amassing knowledge & skills that would no longer have any purpose, so I questioned, did I 'waste' all that time? The answer was an unequivocal NO!... because I began to teach & share what I knew. I had the time to teach, because I want trying to DO myself, & guess what I learned? Some of these folks have greater ability in things than I ever did in my prime. I can tell them how to accomplish things that I'd never be able to accomplish, but I knew HOW to do it.
I'm at total peace with where I am, & that's the greatest thing in the world.
I identify with this Luke. I've tried to do great things. I've failed. I've been arrogant & questioned what the point was. I've also come to the realization that it's not about who I am & what I can do. It's about what I have learned & what I can share.
In my little corner of the world, maybe one day the story of me, will be better than the me, & if it furthers someone else, then I'm OK with that.