Confessions of a middle aged Star Wars Fan
Good morning Star Wars fans of all shapes and sizes, Pt's, OT's and ST's
Mando's, Boba's and Kenobi's...
I've done a lot of thinking last night...about the truth.
The truth about how i feel about Star Wars...
Why i feel it, and what makes me tick about it.
What irritates me about it, why i love it, you get the picture.
I only tell you because i know i'm not alone...
I'm not bigger, better, smarter, wiser or in any way, more right than any of you.
I'm just a fan...that's all. I like what i like, as you do.
Star Wars(The OT) was lightning in a bottle. I believe that.
The original cast believed that because it was, just that.
The truth i came to last night is that "The magic of Star Wars"
is NOT gone for me.
But it is still contained within the OT.
Outside of it, the magic is gone...or atleast i thought it was until Mando
came on.
I can be a hypocrite...I don't want anyone to touch my precious OT characters
but admittedly, when i saw Luke Skywalker pop back on screen in Mandalorian
I got really choked up because it brought me back in time to a feeling i haven't experienced
since.
So yes, i wanted my cake and eat it too.
Truth be told, the bar is set really high in my mind and even though i know Star Wars will never be what it was to me as a kid,
I still compare everything that comes out to the OT.
I thought last night about kids that grew up in the PT time and my own son who really likes the current stuff(Except the ST...sorry)
and how these memories are what they will be carrying forward.
To quote Mikey from Goonies, "Up there it's their time, down here it's our time" (paraphrased).
I have to admit that "my time" is over and i have to come to terms with that...yep, my heart is stuck in the 80s lol
I don't want to let go...because it feels like i'm letting go a piece of myself and letting it die.
dying to self is not easy...impossible in your own strength.
With that i must say i still get great enjoyment out of seeing my son get excited for Star Wars even though, for me it's blah...lol
I'm not trying to be funny when i say this but i must say that i cannot allow myself to sour the taste for others any longer and
i truly apologize for admittedly being a little over bearing and negative. I don not know all of you personally but i know you
all must love Star Wars or else you wouldn't be here. My love for Star Wars is not superior to yours .
Again, this is a personal conviction on my part, not to cut anyone else down that has strong opinions either way.
I honestly wish all of us here could buy this franchise because it's US that really care about it and will give it proper treatment.
With that i apologize again if i have caused any other fan distaste and even though i believe EVERY fan has a voice, i also believe that i have the freedom to use some restraint and not be completely selfish(pointing finger at me).