I've already sunk too much into this that I can't stop now! It's too late!
Finishing what I start has never been an issue for me, and I'm glad if others are deriving some kind of lesson in motivation and discipline from this. However, there is a
real measure of success for me, it isn't a metaphorical "journey, not the destination" kind of thing. I will know when my endeavor was a success and it's when I can sit and watch my own movie and enjoy it. I want others to see it with me and I want to share in that enjoyment.
Will it live up to my expectations? It damn well better. I have to make sure of it. I don't want my name on anything I'm not proud of, and I don't want anyone involved that can't see how much I care. I've always been that way. The real trick is in the time I have; can I and what I will do to make sure each sequence, each scene, each shot, each frame, is constructed as effectively from what I've transcribed onto paper from my mind. I'm not interested in making "art," I'm interested in making something
good.
While I ruminate on such things, and hum-and-haw over my lens rehousing, I thought it'd be a good do a rough build of my my shooting rig. It's super basic, run-and-gun; something I can easily set-up on a tripod, take off, and string up on a stabilizer harness without doing much of anything beyond changing a lens.
The picture to the right of the camera rig is a few other mods I'm toying with. I think I'm gonna scrap trying to turn the 4x4 filter fram into a 4x5.6, and just get another frame instead.
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The matte box with filter frames is meant to clamp to the lense, but the opening is 95mm and I have no lenses that size beyond my jerry-rigged anamorphic, but the idea of stacking glass on the front end, all the pressure is on the rear mount in the camera; I don't like. I'm taking an adjustable lens support mount I had on an older, unused FimCity rig I've just kept around and combining the two so that the thing supports itself on rails rather than on the lens itself. I'll sew up an adjustable black-out bag to fit between the matte box and the lenses to cover the gap.
Below is the photo of the FilmCity rig I bought yonks ago and kept for, I guess, this project. I initially planned to get just the other rig and use the two but while trying to assemble this and the camera and the attachments I bought to it, well, it just didn't work. The FilmCity rig is kind of unusable in that it's not as modular as the other rig and hot-swapping parts isn't really an option. It doesn't tighten as securely and, despite my affinity for its matte box set up, it too is also kind of worthless. The filters frames are 4x4 and can only fit two in the rear. It also shakes and rattles like Hell, even at full tension. I think I'm gonna scrap it and get another rig similar to the one I bought already. Maybe just keep it for whatever parts I can scavenge.
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