I never thought I would ever get to that point either. It's telling when I look at the prequels with fondness. I mean they are still bad films, but at least they had a vision and I have good memories anticipating the release of each of them and debating with friends how they would play out.
One positive thing that TLJ did for me was to help motivate me to focus on the projects that mean the most to me and to move on from projects that were distracting. I sold off my entire autograph collection and thousands of dollars worth of props, costumes, and collectibles. While it used to be a badge of honor, being a lifelong fan doesn't mean a whole lot to me anymore.
After having spent so long getting fed crap movie after crap movie, Rian Johnson's episode was the final straw that just broke me. I give up Star Wars. You win. I don't want to play anymore. I'm taking my Original Trilogy and going home. You can keep doing what you're doing and ruin everything that made you special but I'm not going to sit here and pretend to like it.
The only reason why I even participate in threads like this is my way of coming to grips with the loss and finding some catharsis with other like minded fans.