While you may feel special.....it's how many people felt before they saw it and how the same people felt after it.
Welcome to the support club....all we can do is continue to share the DVD's and grow the fan base so you have more people to mourn with.
My wife and I have it on blu-ray, 2 DVD sets and Serenity on DVD twice and on blu-ray...just in case while a set is out for loan someone else wants to watch it.
The blu-rays stay with us though.
NOW....wait until you meet the cast...never met a more fun bunch!!
I now watch anything with Nathan Fillion in it and continue to love it.
Castle, Slither, White Noise 2...love it