So on the 30th 2015 of October, I sat quietly waiting to get my predator cosplay; despite the hiccup of it being sent to the wrong location, it eventually got to me thanks to the help of a wonderful women named Natasha at DHL who was able to help me get my Costume to me.
Now, needless to say I was super pumped; I love predator and have always loved them at age 5 when I first snuck down stairs to see what my father was watching… I will admit the fear of getting caught is what made it all worth-while; seeing the part where the predator was stalking the guy on the train made me- well, let’s just say I got caught...rather than shoo me away, my father set me on his lap and said “THIS Is predator” I watched with young child-like eyes as the predator did not kill the pregnant lady on the train... I asked my father “how come the predator did not kill the lady?”
and he said predators don’t kill kids or pregnant ladies it’s not sporting They hunt bad guys and monsters And with my father’s words I was in love... I told my father someday I would marry the predator...Well needless to say at the end of the movie I was inconsolable my future knight in clocking armor had not fared so well against a Detroit cop
I can only imagine what my father must have thought...however being the awesome dad that he was he sent me back to bed with a predator toy now looking back on it that was love... because my father probably wanted to collect that figurine however seeing me smile and maybe just maybe he knew that the predator would become my new ward against nightmares killing Chucky and Freddy Kruger...
As long as I held that figurine I felt safe and protected I saw those glorious dreads dance across the screen and in my dreams....my father would laughed as I shook my own braided up hair every chance I got And thus a young fan was born.
I've lived in Germany for almost 3 years now and have meet some very cool people online
I was able to meet a man named Sven at a convention he was running a predator booth. And like that I didn’t see any more of the convention we sat and talked about all things predator he even told me about this glorious group of people who went to the predator clan Germany.
Now I've gone and made a friend and have found a site to try and build me own cosplay
Needless to say I was not very good at it. Or couldn’t get all the supplies so naturally wanting my dream to be realized I went hunting for all things predator and anyone who could create my vision
And then I end up meeting a man named Stefano Pizzolitto he and I would work on my cosplay for a while. I loved the fact that Even though he was a business man he took care of me and explained some things about predator Of course I was supper pumped and wanted to first try out a huntress cosplay (honestly the only thing I could afterward at the time) and While having my cosplay made I got developed a severe case of agoraphobia depression and anxiety if you have never meet anyone with anyone of these traits I would ask that you be nice to those people they are battling their own personnel hell on earth it got so bad that my spouse of over 6 years divorced me. I can’t really blame him though I used to go outside all the time and light up a room and then trauma after trauma happened and I was a shut in
I was a prisoner in my room for over 8 months I would talk to people online and make short ventures outside with the help of my friends and the German sauna houses (if you have never gone to one of these things I can say as an American you need to its relaxing). But like I said the 30th was different I was able to put on my costume and I felt different gone was the scared little girl now divorced and in her place was a huntress sleek Sexy powerful full of pride and ready to kick ass and take... I mean heck folks it’s been a while sense I felt sexy...but if your ever feeling self-conscious I would say put on a predator mask and just rock it
I was even able to go to a pre Halloween party at a friend’s house there kids seamed scared at first until I told them I was here to hunt the boogeyman. I had their mom lead me up to their bedroom and their I went and acted a dang fool I yelled at the closet and pointed my spear at it...I can only imagine what the two little girls must have though was going on in the room all the crashing and banging that mean old boogeyman was getting his arse kicked at the end of it I had moved the bed tossed some cloths in to a noted sack and had two sculls strapped to my hip
I told them I had gotten the thing in there closet and had even checked under the bed and done a sweep around the room nothing was left...
I'm told they slept soundly that night and now rant about predator females *smirk*
Predator 1 Nightmares 0
The next night the 31st
with my friends in tow I faced some of my worst fears with large crowed places the outside...people pushing me and I was Calm. You can’t even begin to imagine the level of freedom I felt at this realization why even when things started to go bad I felt better about it then I normally would.
You see the things you only discover about dressing up in a predator cosplay is its probably best to go with other predators...because people get very rude I had a drunken man come up and grab my spear and try and hit me over my mask thus damaging my spear I was able to get it back in true predator fashion and did a little combat spin with my spear (I’m told it looked super cool because for the rest of that night people just wanted pictures and to try and buy me drinks...You should have seen when all I told them I wanted was water
For those of you who wear the predator cosplay on the regular I salute you even with a good amount of skin showing I was still hot. Next time I just get a camel pack... but anyhow I digress I Ended up getting selected for a costume competition it came down to Predator Ted and a Guy dressed in drag that would put Rue Paul to shame honestly everyone booed when Predator lost to Ted it actually made me chuckle... It had been ages since I had had so much fun
However, more and more drunken males would come up and punch my shield or try and grab my helmet damaging my gear in the process. It was at that point my friends wanted to leave they said people where just very curious about my cosplay. It was then that our group split in to two one person taking my damaged shield back to my room the other walking with me to our next stop. It’s funny really you would think the fact that I had on fishnets, High heels and well the top had boobs males would know I'm a girl and not to try and jump on me or attack me...however it seems simply being a predator drunken idiots want to test their mettle against you. I got kicked in the shin guard by a would be monster of some kind I had a group of males who I guess one on a dare went and ripped off my helmet and throw it on the ground..
When I rounded on them they all went It's a Girl Truly I had never been so enraged in all my life but what saved them is that I realized something... I was angry Truly not scared not frightened because they outnumbered me or where bigger I was Angry not because of all the work and hours I had put in to saving up for this or even the hours of love and labor my Dear friend Stefano had put in to it No I was mad because They would dare disrespect predator this way
And that’s what stopped me The anger felt good the bouncer taking the idiots who had just broken my helmet away felt even better... so there I was standing in a crowded room gear now battle tested and all I could think was do the other guys and gals who dress up as predators have it worse? I would like to gather a bunch of female predators and huntress and in 2016 have a huge gathering at a con. And just have so many fans do whip lash that they lose it and someone is inspired to make a female predator movie (yes I can dream)
Needless to say I did not find a worthy male that night to go hunting with; there were no other predators around...and I now have broken gear to show for it and some bruises from having my masked punched and a new badge of honor on my left shoulder where a ninja tried to piggy back ride on my gear...I mean despite everything but for two nights I went out and represented... I killed the boogeymen took pictures with kids and had a good time so it was not all bad.
I guess I'm telling you all this because yes I would like to go to conventions with a group of people. Who love predator as much as I do...maybe if I go with a bigger group I can avoid getting kicked or physically hit honestly when they find out you’re a girl they should maybe say sorry not get a big dumb look on their face.
However I want to go out with a group of people and I need your help to do it I saved up quite a lot for this cosplay and while not a total loss I mean earning these memories and the fact that I made people smile & (screams) was almost well worth it... I know I will never be as big as yaya hoyn
However that’s not what I'm after I want to be the number one female huntress/predator out there and I need your help...
I would like your support and if you would fallow me on my journey in self transformation as I take my time working on my body composition and other things to get ready for my con's maybe actually get that Female Predator & huntress night out maybe I can get some males who want to join.